I miss you
I went and made your funeral arrangements today. Didn't think I would be doing this so soon. I'm not ready to live the rest of my life without hearing your intense laugh, silly jokes, GM stories, or hear you talk politics. We were supposed to have more time. You were amazing. You helped everyone whether it was hard for you or not. You opened your home and heart to everyone we know. We always jokes you would be the last man standing. I really thought that was going to be true. Your time was cut short and I will forever miss you with every fiber of my being. You and mom were my babies as I would call you lol. You were a great father, papa, brother, and friend. You left so many here with broken hearts and we will carry your memory and stories for the rest of our lives. My kids miss you so much. Kinley said you were supposed to play when you got better. The twins and Kamari have made you so many pictures and wrote so many notes that they want you to have at your funeral to "take with you". Araya and Cyrah miss you so much already. The little ones go in the room looking for you. I thought I heard you calling my name last night and Jeremy went to go check on you before bed. I'm writing this like you can read it or something, but it makes me feel a little closer to you. I love you more than you could ever know and Feb 9th you took a piece of me with you. Rest easy dad. You deserve nothing but peace and happiness and I hope you found that on the other side...
Posted by Nikki
Monday February 12, 2018 at 1:17 am